I do not know if this type of thinking
is healthy
(I suppose not)
but it does make me work harder
and be better
(while in the back of my head are
the voices from the past
telling me that
I am of no worth or value and
what the hell happened to you)
so thinking that
despising me is a pandemic
(or at least an epidemic)
I continue to wait for you to be
infected with this disease
—
Please check out my book of fiction and poetry “Songs you can’t dance to”
http://www.amazon.com/Songs-You-Cant-Dance-ebook/dp/B00ATQW5XK
—
copyright 2012 Steven Harz
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